Closing Down...

Closing Down...
Like they say, there's an end for each story. Today, it's my turn.
Six years of past left behind. I guess I should have done it before but, well, moving forward is never easy.
So many memories left here, so many things that happened and which has been written down and kept as a proof of what I've lived.
I can't even imagine how hard it has been to keep writting my story here, where so many guys can learn about me. Well I know nobody cares about my life but still, it was funny lol.
But, well one day or another, you've got to realise that there's nothing left here for me so I gotta move fast.
Anyway, this is a goodbye, for good.
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# Posté le samedi 04 avril 2009 07:55

DAMAGES, you won't believe how far sh'e agrees to go!

DAMAGES, you won't believe how far sh'e agrees to go!
God, some people are full of surprises. She's one of those you wouldn't have in your life: she's evil, she's mean, she's unbelievable, to make it short, she's a bitch!
I discovered this serie when I went to New-York for Christmas, even though it was played on every country in europe but I gotta watch it, everything you have to know about how legal our world is! Incredible!
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# Posté le samedi 03 janvier 2009 12:19

Over

Over
Lately, I've understood something really important...
Something that I should have seen before, it would have helped me to avoid troubles...
Sometimes, you think that your life is not fullfiled, you think you lack of something...
I've learnt how to fight for the things I really want, I've learnt how to give all my heart, how to give myself, how to make sacrifices...
I also learnt what loose means...
The thing I've just discovered is that you can't let go just like that... When you loose, it's like something in your heart was taken away forever... there's no way to collect!
As I had learnt how to give, how to turn myself into the object of his desires, I thought I just had to tell myself that it was over, or pretend nothing had never happened...
You can't just let go, you can't convinced yourself that something no longer exists if it still does in your heart, if deep inside, there's still hope, if you think there's still a chance he could fix this... if you still want to fix this...
You can't really move on if you still have not found the good reason you should do such a thing.
I've been fighting with myself for almost a year now, and the only thing I've been able to do so far is just make other people suffer...
Today, I realised that I was all wrong... Hope is gone almost since the beginning... I'm wondering if it has existed at least one only day!
I can't have hope... why would I have hope? I've always want you to come back... but you'll never!
Getting over you have been the hardest thing I've had to deal with in my entire life... You took me for granted, you did things you would never have... but you're just a boy, you don't understand, you don't care how it hurts...
Today it's over, everything happens for a reason... you were just a boy!
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# Posté le dimanche 09 novembre 2008 13:11

A new friend!

A new friend!
Ladies and Gentlemen, let me introduce the new, the gorgeous, the outrageous, the incredible, the unbelieve, the unforgetable... AVEEN!!!
Balala trop forte cette photo tout les deux dans le métro, revenant d'une journée interminable de shopping in central london, assis par terre, comme des clodos, avec le macdo dans la main mdr. Gros bisous ma puce j'tadore
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# Posté le jeudi 16 octobre 2008 07:26

Amazing London!

Amazing London!
Un nouveau départ, une nouvelle vie, de nouvelle personnes... voila ce qui m'attendait impatiemment à Londres, et finalement j'ai découvert tout ça.
Impressionnant comme changement. Plus du tout les mêmes repères. Je dois dire que des fois, il y a des coups de nostalgie parce que j'aimerai tellement que les gens que j'adore soit aussi ici pour partager ce que je vis... mais qu'importe, ça fera plus de choses à raconter lol
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# Posté le mardi 30 septembre 2008 13:24